This is going to be a long ass post. There are many...many...MANY photos. A whole lot of photos, I'm not kidding guys. Click at your own risk.

( Fangs up, Cobra style... )

And here's a parting gift:

Cobra Starship: Ryland/Alex
Bandom 100

001.	Blue	002.	Red	003.	Black	004.	White	005.	Green
006.	Grey	007.	Orange	008.	Khaki	009.	Bronze	010.	Gold
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016.	Water	017.	Air	018.	Earth	019.	Summer	020.	Spring
021.	Winter	022.	Fall	023.	Birthday	024.	Anniversary	025.	Wedding
026.	Party	027.	Children	028.	Death	029.	Hate	030.	Love
031.	Broken	032.	Passion	033.	Magic	034.	Fixed	035.	Family
036.	Friends	037.	Food	038.	Drink	039.	Schol	040.	Work
041.	Home	042.	Holiday	043.	Alcohol	044.	Drugs	045.	Doctor
046.	Sick	047.	Trust	048.	Bed	049.	Write	050.	Draw
051.	Lust	052.	Envy	053.	Humour	054.	Angst	055.	Pain
056.	Health	057.	Excited	058.	Peaceful	059.	Tired	060.	Naughty
061.	Nervous	062.	Gloomy	063.	Thoughtful	064.	Calm	065.	Romantic
066.	Rainbow	067.	Song	068.	Music	069.	Drama	070.	Jealous
071.	Boys	072.	Girls	073.	Old	074.	Young	075.	New
076.	Meetings	077.	Animals	078.	Pets	079.	Muppets	080.	Cartoons
081.	Hands	082.	Eyes	083.	Mouth	084.	Nose	085.	Ears
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096.	Writer‘s Choice.	097.	Writer‘s Choice.	098.	Writer‘s Choice.	099.	Writer‘s Choice.	100.	Writer‘s Choice.

(I know this is a repost for some of you, but I had to do one unlocked for the community I'm in.)

Tonight I kept forgetting to breathe.

I chatted with la madre, and it would seem I am definitely going to Canada in April to spend Spring Break with my lovaaaah. I just...there are no words to describe how friggin excited I am, and caps lock and exclamation points can't even do it justice. I love when you kid about something happening, and then it really happens. So, SO much.

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Okay, this is me stalling so I don't read the book I should be reading:

15 things I wish I could say to you.

1. List fifteen things you wish you could say to people but can't.

2. Don't say who they are.

3. Never discuss it again.
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1. I think we might have had something, even if it was just for a day.
2. I love you so insanely much, but sometimes the things you say make me want to slap you.
3. I still haven't forgiven you completely.
4. I miss you. Everything would be so much better if you were still around.
5. I wasn't kidding either.
6. My world would be a better place if you lived nearby. Even in the same state.
7. I'm still in love with you, and I wish I could just let it go.
8. I miss Disney days, going to theme parks together and acting like little kids.
9. You're not the same person I admired in high school.
10. I'm not kidding when I say you're one of my best friends. You make my world a better place just by being in it, as ghey as that sounds.
11. I don't think I need you anymore.
12. It drives me nuts that you barely work for anything and you still lead this amazing, exciting life.
13. I really, truly wish you would find God. He loves you, and he's waiting for you. He'll always be right there, and I hope someday you see that.
14. You're my hero. I know things are tough for you, and life just doesn't seem fair, but the wit and patience you handle everything with make me proud to be related to you.
15. I miss being friends with you. I don't know why you changed like you did, but I miss the person you were.

Reading that back, it seems emo, lol. I didn't mean for it to be, I promise.

APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My family at their Halloween party in NPR.
( Jealous? )
Anyway, the party was fun. I was the only one not drinking, but not everyone was smashed and they were all the legal age, so whatev. Gave a boy my phone number, so yay.

Soooo here I am, getting ready for the Halloween party tonight, and I figured I'd post some pictures. Blurry photos FTW! Oh, I'm Jessica Rabbit. Haha.

( I'm not bad, I'm just drawn that way. )

I got my noooose did, and I am happy I did so. I missed having it pierced. Anyway, here are picatures. It's still a little red and I look like death, but oh well.

( Dirty pretty things right behind this door. )

OH HAY! Comedy Central is showing Shaun of the Dead this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still feel shitty, but I also feel like an idiot for yesterday's entry. And I'm still coughing.

Tonight I need sushi and shopping before I come back to study.